clay

It's a unique one afternoon. After praying, I was compelled to follow this man in blue. I didn't respond immediately, and continue praying, thought this guy maybe some pastors who must have gone to restricted area that i can't follow. Then I noticed that now the man is walking towards me (his face was normal, nothing special or particular about this man). Yet i didn't move still, I was continuing to memorize what i just read then. So i just observed the man going to the back of the room, looking at large stack of old books....

Hence about time to go off, and I'm still puzzling whether I should just leave or give a second look to see what that earlier feeling nudge me about following this man. My curiosity won over me, so i went to the back, the man was no longer there...hmm, i thought maybe what the voice wanted me to look at the pile of old books? Like some secrets there? hehe....then again i remembered clearly, it's following the man, not the place he went or things he touched or things interests him.

So, i followed him (after distracted by an engraved dedicated to a man who had served for over 30 years, died at age 74, actually more for camoflauge that i didn't want to be seen too obvious following him)...braving myself to get out the place from the gate that is locked normally in these hours. What a rare chance i thought that I could go through that gate on this hour...maybe the man will scold me and ask me to go out from another entry? Yet he was too busy opening another small door, which will lead to the "high" place which i always wanted to go and see. 

Then this thought came to me, now i know who is this man. Apparently he's the one holding keys to the rooms. And following him will give me access to those rooms i can't go in by myself. It's the same thing with following God. He's holding all keys and only He has access to all doors and rooms. If i follow him, basically, i will have access to otherwise nobody can enter....So easy to be caught up with activities and things of interest, but if i want to have access, there's only one way...to follow him closely. Wherever he goes, the doors will be opened.