clay

Without i realised, i've become so engrossed with doing, that everything become tasks to be done. And only yesterday, when i've nothing more to do, sitting there....i felt so akward and restless. Then i realise, what the doings has done to me...i becoming more tense and losing ability to simply enjoy things. Though i can still enjoy things around me, yet they are no longer simple enjoyment....but tasking...like i'm putting it as a task to enjoy....while true enjoyment simply comes naturally without need of any external pressure / force.

Today i thought doing things slower, and enjoying the passing moments. It's tough...as i've been so accustomed to always doing and thinking for the past few months. O Lord, help me to get back the simple i am, who can relax and simply enjoy letting out this soul in songs.